September 05, 2006 My tee. And I love it. It's just so me, at least still a bit of me.. Would have been perfect for last month maybe.
There's like a barrier separating me from what I want and what I'm with. So near yet so far. I wish I could just reach out and grab them, then hold them tight. But all I can do is just stand at the sidewalk and WATCH everything take it's course.
My teacher says the chances of being killed by a stingray is so rare that the chances of being killed on an airplane is higher. Of course, I rather die on a plane, minus the free-fall feeling, so kill me before that.
And I think I have food poisoning from that curry chicken I ate just now. Feeling so urgh right now with a bit of wanting to puke feeling. At least it doesn't feel as bad as the 1st night in Hong Kong.
Tomorrow I shall iron my long due clothes. Not that my cupboard is empty yet.
Blah. Whatever. =[ I'm not afraid to die now. I just don't want to die suffering in pain that's all.
Dilemma.
so I'll hint it all in songs ; and hope you'd get my point?